So, my diary is a reflection of my real life and also a bit of fantasy. Sometimes, things don’t work out the way you initially thought they would. Just like the girl who was going to join us for some intimate fun on Monday. I laid out my “rules of engagement” today for her. My hubby agreed to my terms and wants me to feel totally comfortable since this would be my first time with another female, but she wanted to move faster than I was ready to as a group. I am still curious to see if I will enjoy being with another female (I don’t see why I wouldn't), but this opportunity just wasn’t right.