Kitty denied
Feels like forever since I’ve played with a gag..
Sir had me spend some time belted tonight. :)
I wasn’t too sad about it because I got to dress up like a kitty and use hello kitty locks on my belt. Somehow, everything is more fun if there’s a hello kitty on it. :)
I haven’t played with my shock collar in awhile so I wore that, too.. Sir likes how easy it is to get what he wants by just pushing a button and I like trying to be as cute and entertaining as possible to prevent shocks.
Recently, Sir expressed an interest in keeping me stored under his desk for a few hours at a time while he works or just generally does things that are more important. He likes the idea of having easy access to my mouth for a quick suck without having to get up or stop working.. and I love being in storage for long periods of time and essentially being ignored until needed. Not to mention, one of my favorite ways to be used is to suck Sir’s cock as he watches porn… and this is the perfect arrangement for that. :)
My assignment for today was to come up with a specific uniform that I think would make me useful while in storage under Sir’s desk. As with any of my uniforms, every item should have a purpose and explanation with the ultimate goal of me being optimized for Sir’s use. :)
So here’s the explanation of my Under Desk Storage uniform:
Shock collar testing continues.. :)
Since my main purpose is to be Sir’s mouth fuckhole, its very important that I can perform my sucking exactly as I have been trained. This is why I need constant practice and technique refinement to ensure I never get lazy or lose skills.
For this task, Sir had me do my usual sucking practice until eyes watering and add a few shocks here and there to see if it would effect my performance. Its helpful for him to see what intensity of shock works most effectively for him to get what he wants.
The contact points on the collar were twisted around to the back of my neck to make it easy for him to deliver correcting shocks as needed without restricting my movement.
Its definitely more comfortable for me to wear the collar this way, but there is no question in my mind that his pleasure is the only thing that matters. :)
I’ve been laying low this week while recovering from some rough play. :)
Even when I’m taking a break from my more complicated tasks, I’m still constantly driven to think of things I can do to please Sir.
I know that he likes it when I write out what I’m thinking about when I sneak off and play with my pussy, so I do that for him as often as I can. It shows him that I understand my purpose, my place, and that I truly crave being treated a certain way. :)
He’s been telling me for awhile to share my ‘slut reports’ that I write out for him- so here is my most recent one… Its about playing with a shock collar and my idea of a perfect training day for a fuckhole. :)