Kitty denied
Sir is having me try out some different combinations with my belt today.
I’m using a new plug attachment, and trying out a new shield with a rear opening.
The plug gives me surprisingly little pleasure. Its impossible to ignore and teases me just enough to keep me super wet, but doesn’t get me anywhere near cumming. I suppose that means its working. :)
The open ass attachment is a totally new concept for me.. Always thought it was sexy to look at in pictures (on other people), but now that I’m wearing it- I’m feeling much more humiliated than anticipated. I’m painfully aware of the fact that I’m basically begging for an ass fucking (which is pretty low on my list of things I want to beg for).
My intention was to have the rear opening so I can wear my foxtail plug without worrying about the cables hurting the fur…. but I think Sir has different plans for me. He likes to remind me that life isn’t fair for sluts. ;)
So much mail asking where I got this toy, and the cum lube, so here’s the link: http://bad-dragon.com
They don’t officially say that it’s ok to eat or have in your mouth- but I haven’t died yet. :) It’s water based, so it shouldn’t be too poisonous.
And here’s a link to my toys page where all my other toys, and gear are listed.. http://kittydenied.tumblr.com/toys
One of my rules is that I’m required to clean up any slutty messes I create with with my mouth. Sir often does wet checks to see if I’m enjoying myself too much and punishes me accordingly.
Usually I have to lick the panties clean, but if I made an especially large mess they’re shoved in my mouth and the muzzle is put on over them. Sir reminds me that I can avoid this humiliation by not getting so wet in the first place, but thats an impossible task for a slut.
Sir decided I would spend the day belted with the keys locked in the key safe. :)
The nipple clamps were added because I was desperate for something to focus on other than my ignored pussy. The gag was added because its required while I’m being trained unless my mouth is otherwise needed.
Until today, I have never been belted long enough to have to use the bathroom (pee) with it on.. So that was a new and humiliating experience. I could easily live my whole life without ever having to do that again, but I don’t get to make those kinds of decisions.
I think the hardest part is that I can’t beg, suck, or cry my way out of the key safe.. There’s no hope, and I just have to wait it out.
The most I can hope for is maybe having my mouth used. :)
I don’t love having my ass plugged, but I learned a long time ago this is not negotiable.. It has since become a mandatory part of my uniform that I wear while serving Sir, and is as a fantastic reminder that I don’t get to decide how any of my holes are used.
If I have to be plugged, the least I can do is look cute while its happening… :)