Kitty denied



Sir thought I needed a little bit of bossing around tonight.. :) 

He started my evening by making sure my ass was plugged because I’ve been super lazy about that for like 2 weeks now. Then he had me put in the we-vibe under the metal belt so he could remotely give me a few forced orgasms while I was doing whatever task he found amusing.

Then he told me to get my dildo and go to the mirror. To make everything a little harder, my choke collar was attached to my heel cuffs with a leash, keeping me in a forced kneel, so any upward movement pulled on the leash causing me to choke myself. 

Then the mirror dildo was placed just out of reach, my hands cuffed behind me, and Sir went to work testing the vibrator to see what reactions he would get.

Technically, sucking was not mandatory tonight, but Sir likes to give me the option to see what I choose.  Ultimately, it didn’t take long for me to start choking myself because I’ve been thoroughly trained to immediately crave sucking cock if given the opportunity. I just can’t help myself. :)

So, I spent a lot of time struggling, sucking, and choking myself between forced orgasms for Sir’s amusement. 

To sum it up- the main purpose of tonights training was to reinforce the general rules that everything has to be earned, and that life is unfair for a mouth fuckhole.  

I definitely learned my lesson… :)

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Got a new vibrator!! (http://www.ohmibod.com

This one can be controlled by an app on Sir’s phone from any distance. It fits nicely in the shield and once the belt is locked on tight, theres nothing I can do to escape the vibrating. :) 

When Sir turns it on, I know that I need to stop what I’m doing and crawl over for some sucking practice. I always start off by begging Sir (between sucks) to please let me cum, and always end by begging even harder for him to stop. The first time we played with it, he made me cum 4 times- which is A LOT for me, so I was pretty sure I was going to die. 

I’ve noticed that as long as I’m sucking the way I was trained, (meaning: I’m not too distracted by my greedy pussy), he rewards me with my particular request… But sometimes he just wants to hear me scream and moan with cock deep in my throat, so he does what he wants no matter how much I beg. After awhile I’m so overstimulated that I’m not sure what I’m begging for anymore. :)

He also enjoys that most of the time the end result is me wanting to have my ass used- either because I’ve been teased for so long without being allowed to cum that I’m willing to have any hole fucked just to have some relief… or because he made me cum so many times that the pain of an ass fucking would be a welcome distraction to even out the intensity of the vibrator. 

This toy has been very effective at encouraging me to focus on pleasing Sir with  the expected amount of enthusiasm even if my pussy is getting a little attention at the same time. :)

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