Kitty denied

Sir and I have a running joke that I’m a “special needs slut”… meaning, I often need complicated rules and special gear to make me useful. Sometimes the gear needed doesn’t even exist yet, so it takes a lot of effort to make these things happen, but  lucky for me, Sir is willing to put in the work.. lol

In this set of pics I’m showing off a couple new additions to my gear that incorporate one of my special needs- my shock collar. :)

The first is a prototype collar that fits the shock unit. The contact points thread through 2 holes in the leather, and the whole thing is held down by a strap with locking hardware. 

In spite of what its used for, I love this collar already! :) The width is perfect- definitely not a posture collar, but it’s impossible to ignore. Not to mention, it looks so pretty and girly! I Like collars that have a specific ‘inescapable bondage’ look to them, but still look like they belong on a girl.

One small detail that I really love about this collar is the velcro where it comes together. It keeps everything lined up perfectly, and makes it easy to put on. Velcro is a detail you don’t see too often in gear, but is way more helpful than you would imagine. It also helps to get the perfect fit, and prevent the collar from shifting around once locked on (which is kind of important for a shock collar).

Incase you’re wondering why I’m wearing it this way- the shock unit is best utilized on the back of the neck. This ensures I have full range of motion for sucking Sir’s cock, and keeps the front D-rings available for him to attach a leash in case I need assistance with depth. ;)

Since this particular shock collar (Dogtra IQ) allows for 2 units to be controlled from one remote, Sir decided to add a second unit so he could include pussy shocking as another way to keep me in line.

So, the second piece of gear I’m showing off is a custom strap for my plug harness. The contact points thread through holes in the leather, allowing the unit to be placed anywhere on my pussy. :) I still have to get the modified connection points. This one is new and still has the standard “pokey” ones. 

Its a big turn on to me when it takes such little effort on Sir’s part to get what he wants from a sassy slut, but I have to admit that the pussy shocking is significantly more intense than the neck shocking .. but then again, I’m not a pain slut so I’m probably just being dramatic. I’m equally as dramatic about forced orgasms… and canes.. and pretty much everything, hehe.

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These pics correspond with a couple of my rules:
-Unless specified otherwise, you are not to clean up cum based messes until they are cold / room temperature.
-You are to clean up all messes made by yourself or while being useful with your mouth.

Sir had to make sure that I wasn’t enjoying myself too much when he cums in my mouth, so he decided it would be best for me to spit the cum in my bowl and wait for it to get cold before I clean it up properly with my mouth. This is in addition to shocking me with the shock collar the entire time he’s cumming.. Nothing hotter than Sir getting to cum while I’m suffering. :)

This rule is important for my training because after I spit in the bowl I have to wait patiently for the cum to cool, and that gives me time to think about how slutty I am, and why I get treated this way. It also helps reinforce my understand that what I want doesn’t matter, and everything I do is for Sirs entertainment. 

Watching my bowl and waiting for cum to get cold always makes me super wet and provides Sir with endless reasons to punish. After all, only a slut would get wet from being treated this way and sluts deserve lots of punishment for wanting to do such horrible things. Not to mention, its entertaining to Sir that he can command me to lick up cold cum and I’m so desperate for it that I will do so immediately.

Having a selfless service fetish means I think its super hot that, not only are my desires completely ignored, but Sir takes extra steps to make sure that even accidental pleasure is impossible… This is important because, if I’m enjoying any part of being used, that means I’m thinking about my own greedy pussy and not selflessly serving Sir’s cock.

Life isn’t fair for sluts. ;)

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Theres no particular story or task behind this outfit… I just wanted to see how many layers of leather I could lock on. :) 

I love the whole process of doing my hair/make up, picking out an outfit and taking lots of time getting ready to be used… 

After I’m done, Sir likes ruining all my pretty makeup by reminding me the purpose of a mouth fuckhole.. then he sends me away to fix myself up so I’m pretty when he wants to use me again later.  :)

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Just got some new kitty ears from Noxhyde! So, this was a perfect excuse to get fancy and take some pics for Sir. :)

He always notices all the little details of my outfits, so I’m extra happy that they match my hair so nicely. I wasn’t sure if they would end up being too dark or not..

I think I have 6 or 7 pairs of ears from this shop, and I just can’t get enough! Noxhyde does custom orders too, so I’m hoping to have some bunny ears made at some point. :)

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